dern fondness

can we forget the past, let's move on at least
my heart you've stolen from the time you came
you've given me a gift it was a sad sigh
good enough to leave me words of farewell

I wanted to see you, my eyes search yours
I wanted to know you, my mouth form phrases
never completed you butchered them all
by looking at me then while I stare,you look away

I never meant to be flooded like this too overcome
by guilt, heaven and hell, all I wanted was just
a little sound of applause but then I realize,
I deserve more than just better than nothing at all