Misty-fied

Ohh. I just got my gray contact lens yesterday at MOA (Mall of Asia). hehe just for fun. Hmm. This is the first time I've ever worn contacts but they're so cool. ohh. Maybe I'll take a photo of me wearing it... though it's not the obvious on the camera.. tsktsk. Well, still, I'm going to make full use of it. Besides... it'll only last for 3 months. Meaning: by February.

Ohh. I sure hope I lose weight by them. Right now, I'm still in conflict and trying to figure out how to out-wise myself. I give in to temptations too much. tsktsk. This time though, I know better. So... I'll REALLY try. I'll do my best! =D

Oh, right now, I'm hooked at watching Jigoku Shoujo a.k.a Hell Girl. It's an anime and it's interesting. I want to finish it. =)

To See the Truth

In denial of a lot of things. Things that are even too obvious to deny. Hmm.. maybe not "deny " exactly, just not seen clearly. Not focused on.

My life... if things were a little different.. what would have happened to me? If I weren't as chubby as I am now? If I weren't lazy?

Honestly, I don't know. I have guesses but still, that doesn't mean those are the things that WILL happen had things been different.

Right now, I see the truth... after that, I need to face it and do something about it. Seeing the truth was HARD. Facing it and doing something about it... that's even H-A-R-D-E-R! But after that, life becomes easier. I would become happier and my world would become better.

I'm sure of it! =)

She and only her

Being who I am. That's what I'm only going to focus on.

I'm a simple girl with not much wants or needs. I am not that ambitious and I believe the dreams I have always dreamt for myself would happen, therefore, what else should I wish for? I am not too much of a party girl yet I also don't stay home that much. I don't mind going out and partying or just sometimes hang-out with family or/and friend but I also don't really mind staying at home on a Saturday night.

Sleepiness manifested

Yes! I'm still awake! I'm still online! And.. I'm still writing! haha. Hey, I keep forgetting to write in my blog, better grab this oppurtunity.

Hmm... I know I should be sleeping right now. I told myself I'd sleep around 10 pm, not more than that time. haha. Okay, okay. I'll follow and keep that schedule. After this, I will! I hope so. hehe

Ohh. I also keep forgetting about my gym schedule. I keep procrastinating. tsktsk What's up with all that? I know it's healthy for me and hey, I'm old enough to go there by myself. Better go back and get back to shape (ermm.. THAT doesn't apply to me tsktsk, let's change it then). Better go back and get shaping! *laughs out loud* Is that correct? Oh well, whatever. I'm getting a little sleepy.

Ohhh, I just thought of something. I have ALWAYS, since I can remember, wanted a wavy hair like those people in those movies or series whose long, wavy hairs are almost always in perfect place. Yes, I still want that kind of style but right now, I'm going to try something. After I've lost hmmm... 20 pounds, I'm going to cut my hair really short (well, still up to shoulder-length). Why? argh! Split-ends!

hehe.. so that's about it for now, better wash and freshen myself up first before I go beddy-by (? is that even the right spelling) haha whatever.