It's me again

That dark feeling came washing over me again
and yet I still get stinking dirty
I want to get loose but when will it end
I want to end it all

I don't know what the future brings
but I know what it brought
unless everything changes
it all goes through the same cycle

It all makes sense but the blurryness doesn't
I can see well but I'm not seen
everything I've been hiding
wll be hidden until that day...

Unless....

I forget it all...

and live life...
the way I was supposed to.