It's me again

That dark feeling came washing over me again
and yet I still get stinking dirty
I want to get loose but when will it end
I want to end it all

I don't know what the future brings
but I know what it brought
unless everything changes
it all goes through the same cycle

It all makes sense but the blurryness doesn't
I can see well but I'm not seen
everything I've been hiding
wll be hidden until that day...

Unless....

I forget it all...

and live life...
the way I was supposed to.

Let's race. (jk)

It's my summer break now and I need to go back!!!

Back to the gym! hehehe

Anyways, I also want and need to take up driving lessons this break. So by the end of it, I'd know how to drive well.. hehe. I need to drive for my family! If not, no one will... well, my dad... but... I think he needs a break from time to time. (My cousin could also drive... but what if he's not at home?) I NEED to learn!

True, I was afraid that I might not be a good driver, but now... I know I have gotta face reality.. and hey, I know I AM going to be a good driver.. just need to put my head and heart into it. =)