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This was made by a friend. The design, I mean. haha. I took the pictures (except for the tiger, of course) =b I can be so vain sometimes. =b Well... I am who I am. I just really love taking pics. hehehe.


So... what's up with my life? hmmm.. not much. I just go to school, my house and well, an occassional malling with friends. hehe When I am home, I chat and watch tv or movies. Ohh.. I so love chatting! I've met lots of interesting people there. =)


Oh yeah. My body is still round. haha. I really need to continue what I've started so far. So that next time... I'll have an "8" shaped body. *laughs out loud* hehe.

Depeche Mode › Somebody lyrics

I want somebody to share
Share the rest of my life
Share my innermost thoughts
Know my intimate details
Someone wholl stand by my side
And give me support
And in return
He'll get my support
He will listen to me
When I want to speak
About the world we live in
And life in general
Though my views may be wrong
They may even be perverted
He'll hear me out
And wont easily be converted
To my way of thinking
In fact he'll often disagree
But at the end of it all
He will understand me
Aaaahhhhh....

I want somebody who cares
For me passionately
With every thought and
With every breath
Someone who'll help me see things
In a different light
All the things I detest
I will almost like
I dont want to be tied
To anyones strings
Im carefully trying to steer clear of
Those things
But when Im asleep
I want somebody
Who will put their arms around me
And kiss me tenderly
Though things like this
Make me sick
In a case like this
Ill get away with it
Aaaahhhhh....

*** I really like this song. =) $(o^_^o)$

I don't lose... but I can't win.

I made a friend of mine something sort-of like a letter. It's in a notebook. I really hope she likes it. hehe =)

Ermm... I'm getting pretty depressed again. I'm being pathetic. Pfft. How come I always have to put myself down? I need something to boost up my confidence. I really don't know how but I really wish... I'd, one day, be able to overcome this tiny bit of insanity within me. It really makes me want to act crazy and pull all the hair from my head. Boublahts.

I'm not that bad a person. In fact, though I'm a little bit of what one would call a "pasaway", I'm pretty kind and obedient. What's the problem then? Yes, I'm moody but that is what makes me "me". I don't like being someone who I'm not, someone who acts too wild nor too good. I'm an imperfect person and I think that is what makes me who I am. In short, that is what makes me perfectly "Mashee".

I wish someone would one day try to know more about me. I'm not that dislikable. In fact, I'm pretty likable... because I too like a lot of people. But... well... I meant try to know me in another way, if anyone would get what I'm trying to say. = =)

Why is that everytime I play a game... I don't lose... but I can't win.

Which quote?

I don't want to keep sending messages.... and I don't want things to develop. It's hard in this situation... but sometimes I think, I'm the only one who's making it hard. hmm... I'm thinking about which quote to follow: "quit while you're ahead" or "take a chance"... hahaha


I don't know what to do with my life... I need to be hmm.. a bit more inspired. Well that's not exactly the term I'm looking for... maybe hmmm I don't exactly know. One thing's for sure though, I do need guidance so I'll be able to know and go to the right path or direction I should take. Oh Lord, help me. I need to know what to do with my life... hehe.... Well, at least I know the basics... but sometimes I think it's not enough... I'm not even convinced if I'd be able to do all. pfft.. well.. hopefully I can and will.